Roger Mayo (RM): Portland was nothing like it is now. Portland was a run down, dirty, old sea village. It was dangerous to be gay, and people got beat up all the time. And the store was 11 by 22 feet. Once we opened, we realized we were never gonna make a dime.
Jim Neal (JN): I knew when somebody was in the store for the first time, and they were a gay man or a lesbian. And this sense of comfort and relief, it was almost like a big sigh.
I have a good friend that I’m still in touch with today. Her husband was a closeted gay man.
And she thought, I’ve got to bring Bill into Drop Me A Line so that he can meet a couple of gay men… And once he met us, he then decided that he could live his life as a gay man.
RM: One day I was working at the counter, and this young man came in, and he says, ‘Do you have a stamp? I’ve got this card and it’s a coming out letter to my mom and I want to get it in the mail.’
And I said, ‘Oh yeah, I have a stamp for that.’ I said, ‘give it to me.’ And he gave it to me and I put the stamp on it and I put it under the counter. And he said, ‘Are you going to give that back to me?’ and I said, ‘No, I said, I’m going to drop it in the mailbox to make sure it gets mailed. You’re not getting it back, your mother’s getting it.
JN: You know, it’s hands down the most meaningful thing that I’ve done with my life.
RM: You know, A lot of my self-confidence came from that store.
JN: Well, we grew up together! You know, we met when we were young adults–
RM: You had hair then.
JN: Never as thick as yours.
[both laugh]
RM: But, eventually Borders came to the mall, and they had a gay and lesbian book department.
JN: Yeah. The role we served had kind of run its course. You could be visible.
RM: Right. The need moved on. Lately, believe it or not, I’ve actually fantasized about opening another Drop Me A Line.
JN: [Laughing]
RM: Probably a week after I think about it, I slap myself really hard and think, what are you thinking about?
JN: Yeah, it’s a great fantasy.
RM: You do not want to do that.
