Rebecca Posamentier (R) recorded her first StoryCorps interview in 2008.
At the time she was pregnant with her first child.
She interviewed her mother, Carol Kirsch (L), who passed away three years later.
Rebecca came back to StoryCorps to reflect on that conversation with her mom.
Click here for the transcript.
My name is Rebecca Posamentier, and I'm interviewing my mom.
Carol Kirsch (CK): My name is Carol Kirsch.
RP: Tell me um...
RP: My mom was diagnosed with early-onset Alzheimer's. And I was hoping to get her thoughts on tape before she couldn't express them anymore.
RP: What about your childhood and your relationship with your mom?
CK: Mom was very insecure, because she had polio as a child, and she had a limp. She felt that she was not whole somehow, so I had a rocky relationship with Mom. And I was afraid to have children for many years, but I'm so glad I did. [Laughs]
RP: Me too. [Laughs]
RP: I think in the original interview, I was due in five or six weeks with my first kid.
RP: You mentioned Sophia. When she comes, what are some of the things that you would want her to know?
CK: I'd want her to know that she's going to be very loved. And, you know, I've told you that I was worried that my Alzheimer's would get worse, and that I wouldn't be able to spend time I want with her.
RP: For the first two years they were very close. But Sophie was so little, I don't know how much she'll really, truly remember. And, my mom, she modeled everything for us.
RP: I think maybe a couple of days before I was heading off to college you said that no matter what happens, even if it's horrible, I should still tell you, and you'd help me to get out of whatever situation. Those are the qualities of motherhood that I want to have, too.
RP: The sad part for me is that, now that I'm a parent, I would love to talk things out with her. And that's what I miss the most right now.
You know, we had this routine of saying goodnight. She would come upstairs and sing me lullabies.
RP: I think it would be great if you could just sing one of the lullabies to future babies that aren't twinkling in anyone's eye quite yet…
Tu, lu, lu, lu, lu, don't you cry,
Mommy won't go away.
Stay in my arms...
RP: Stay in my arms, while you still can. Childhood is but a day. Tu, lu, lu, lu, lu, hush-a-by. Mommy won't go away.